FROM THE FACT/FICTION STORY Houdini Connections'
British fire-fighter Chunky' Proctor , straight but tentatively interested in Houdini stuff - has been offered a safe opportunity to try out some serious bondage gear for the first time.
Never having been able to resist a challenge, he has agreed to a photo session while trussed-up in his fire-fighting gear (as long as his face not exposed).
Q&A
EXCERPT (words 2200)
After an intense photo session being chained and tied in quite challenging positions, he's in a daze of sensual excitement when the hunky young photographer offers the older man a chance of yet another first-time experience:
I think you're really enjoying all this, said Robert. His question received the nod he expected. So I think it's time you started being a bit more honest with me - and with yourself. How about a gentle game of questions and answers suggested Robert quietly. Feel up to that? Show you how I get to know more about prospective play-partners?
As the fire-fighter
was still totally lashed down on a horizontal metal ladder at table
height, he was not exactly in a position to argue (he told himself).
Heavy duty plastic cable-ties buried themselves into his tough work
suit at all strategic points, totally immobilising him from collar
to boots. So Chunky resigned himself to whatever might happen next;
he had no choice (he reasoned to himself). He had no responsibility
for anything. He felt ... calm.
Robert smiled down on him and his voice seemed to come from further away than the shining eyes Chunky looked up into. Question and answers. said Robert, Prompt answers without hesitation. Honest - immediate answers - which will be easier if there's no eye contact. You OK with a blindfold?
Chunky nodded as much as the fixing at his neck would allow.
Some sort of soft but effective blindfold settled into place - but the reassuring voice kept talking.
OK buddy - this is how we do it - a few questions - and I want immediate answers. Easy at first but they may get more difficult. Can you see any light?
No.
None whatsoever?
None.
Good - so ... name?
Chunky
Full name?
Anthony James Proctor
Age?
Thirty four - five.
Married?
Separated
But married
Yes
We're talking facts here! Height?
Five eleven
Weight?
Fourteen ten - eight - thereabouts
Do you have any physical disabilities - weaknesses?
No.
No dodgy shoulder or knee
No
OK. False teeth?
No
Capped teeth?
Er ... two.
Contact lenses?
No
Phobias?
Nothing I can't deal with
Sinus or breathing problems
None
I'm assuming no heart or other medical conditions
None.
Ever been hung upside-down? - by your ankles?
No.
So you don't know if you could deal with it.
No.
But
you like to get tied up?
Yes.
And tie other people up?
... yes
Good
Robert looked down at the immobilised and blindfolded man on
the ladder (now horizontal at table height) and then repositioned
himself at the end of the ladder immediately above Chunky's head as
he continued gently ... leaning close to his face
I need to know a lot more about you Proctor if we're both going to get the most out of knowing each other ... do you agree?
Yes
A lot of things ... private things ... scary things. This isn't psychoanalysis, just knowing what pushes your buttons. Off the top of your head - quick answer - what turns you on?
After a hesitation the answer came A lot of things.
Name three.
Being tied up ... somebody else taking control ... not knowing what's going to happen next.
Good
start - so, now more details. Define it better! Robert insisted
... Somebody else taking control and doing what?
Whatever!
Not whatever! Do you want to be flogged? Do you want to be tattooed against your will? Do you want all your hair shaved off? ...be fucked by a donkey?
No!
No!! Of course you don't ... so not whatever'. You need to know your own mind ... so I can have something to work with. So ... let's define some territories. Make a wish list. (He waited) Make a wish A.J. Any wish? After another pause Robert took Chunky's ear-lobes between his thumbs and fingers and began to squeeze. Do you enjoy pain, Proctor?
No! came the emphatic reply.
Do you want me to force you to call me Sir'? asked the younger man continuing the pressure. I think I could ... given time.
No! Chunky wrenched his head, trying to evade the thumbs.
Of
course you don't and that's not what I want either ... but I do need
to know where we go from here. Perhaps the easiest way is to sit you
down with a list of all the bondage and SM alternatives anybody can
think of - I call it my Quiz List - and on it you tick or cross the
ones you might like to explore or include in little experiments -
just for you to get the feel of them. It's a long list - and nobody's
into everything - but as a menu to chose from - my Quiz List is like
a catalogue of ingredients - you can make a lot of different recipes
from them - all a matter of taste - or selection for a particular
occasion. Pick-and-Mix you might call it - like going to the toy cupboard
and just choosing two or three items - and building a game around
them - depending who the players are or, in some cases, how long you've
got. Like now for instance, we agreed two hours and more than an hour's
gone. I could demonstrate to you how easily I can control somebody
however determined they are to resist - how I could strip you out
of that suit like it or not. Strip you naked or wrestle you into a
strait-jacket - against all resistance - do you believe that? Do you
believe I could do that?.
Having allowed the flow of information to swirl around his brain Chunky was brought up abruptly by being asked for a response.
... er ... one to one?. Er ... I don't know. Could you?
It's something you could put on your wish list to try - to find out. Then there's the physical endurance bondage challenge ... it's described in one of the books I gave you to read ** (Footnote with book title ) - forty-eight hours in different forms of severe restraint, no arguments and no backing out once the formal agreement is signed ... The Contract. Intense stuff. I gave you those books so you'd start to recognise the different territories. If you took me up on the offer of forty-eight hours of my time and my energy with a little help from my friends ... what sort of scenarios would you opt for? Think big and think wild - I'm not looking for an immediate answer, but these are the games we play.
Robert looked
up at the closed circuit camera and winked . And I think you
could also be useful as a member of the team when we're cooking up
a scenario that is somebody else's special fantasy. Between us we
make it happen; bringing together the different elements - we become
who the storyline needs us to be. At some other time I'll give you
a few outlines of situations we've made happen - and the sort of out-lines
that people have submitted - which might happen unexpectedly, perhaps
when the people who submitted them have forgotten all about their
flight of fantasy - they'll suddenly find it happening unstoppably.
Or I might just strap you to a chair in front of a TV monitor and
run a few tapes of the predicaments' we've rigged for people - hoops
we've jumped them through ... (suddenly) Are you still awake,
Proctor - or are you dreaming?
I think I'm dreaming said the prone figure.
Well,
time's a'wasteing and I still know bugger all about what you like
and what you don't. So after today's session you'll be required to
fill out a long questionnaire, which asks very personal, intimate
details - but for now ... quick fire answers to a few questions -
no hesitations. Have you ever indulged yourself in genital bondage?
Yes
Did you do it to yourself or did somebody else do it?
Self
Has anybody ever give you an enema?
No
Catheter - ever had one up you?
Once - in hospital
Did a man or a woman put it in?
Er - man
Did you enjoy it?
No!
Would you have enjoyed it more if a woman had done it to you?
I
was in no mood to enjoy it? I had a ruptured spleen .
As part of a bondage scene a catheter means it can to go on for a lot longer - and both psychologically and physically it's a great control element. Would you rule that out as part of a physical restraint scenario?.
Er ... no
And genital bondage?
If I was in no position to argue.
Robert again looked
up at the CCTV camera and indicated for it to zoom in ...before placing
one hand on Chunky's knee which was immobilised by thick plastic cable
ties both above and below it ... and having squeezed it, began to
run his hand slowly from the knee up, to massage the inside of a thigh
before travelling up onto the tough fabric that covered the cock of
the prone man.
Chunky's
relaxed and confident idyll had come to a sudden end. He'd gone tense
and doubts were crowding in on him ... and his predicament had suddenly
flashed into a different context as the hand began to massage his
rapidly wilting dick. He felt betrayed, but Roberts voice cut through
his turmoil.
Concentrate your mind on your predicament here A.J. ... and things that turn you-on ... or turn you off?. Are you turned on, A.J?
No.
Did you cum inside your suit during the past hour? Silence I can find out, warned the youth.
Yes admitted Chunky.
Good! The hand continued to massage the helpless man's dick. Maybe you'll shoot several times more before I let you out of that suit. The hand stopped massaging but remained resting lightly on the now limp dick. You're in it for another hour - that's what we agreed - yes?
Yes admitted Chunky and in that moment he decided he could survive anything that came at him in that time.
Locked in that suit - and I know how to retain control. Just a few more questions in this first phase. How do you deal with butt plugs? Silence. Have you ever tried one?, insisted the voice.
Couple of times - on my own.
There was a pause before the next question came ... Why?
Why?
Why try a butt plug on yourself?
Because
- I wondered what it would feel like He licked his lips because
he'd never admitted this to anybody. I fantasised about a woman
tying me down and forcing a dildo up my arse - to let me know what
it feels like when I stick my nob into a woman.
Into a woman? Robert verified.
Yes! insisted the older man.
Robert considered
his next question very carefully If a woman tied you down, strapped
on a dildo and fucked you .... the cock beneath his hand had
sprung to life ... a woman with a ten inch plastic dildo Roger-ing
you violently and you tied down and unable to stop or even argue?
... he clamped his hand over the helpless guys mouth and kept
massaging the surging cock. A woman - would she be dressed in
leather - or rubber - or a nurse in white ...?
Robert continued to squeeze the now rampant cock ... and you tied down and gagged ... and totally helpless ... The whole immobilised body was suddenly convulsing within the confines of the suit and plastic ties. Muffled cries escaped although trapped under the experienced hand which remained clamped over his mouth, as Chunky struggled to thrash his head from side to side. His body arched and bucked, rattling the ladder as a CCTV camera zoomed silently in on the event.
Robert removed
his hand from the crotch and then slowly released the gasping mouth.
Fucking hell breathed the prone man.
Time
for another break, A.J. said Robert gently ... but I
don't think I should let you up just yet. Give you a calm down period.
Do you want to try a gag for a while?
A.J.
shook his head, not vehemently but grateful for being given the choice.
OK
said the youth Not this time - but some other time perhaps
- yes?
Yes
admitted Chunky before his mind subsided inside the darkness
of the blindfold.
Robert looked at his watch and went to see if the other member of the team had arrived, and the next phase of the game was being setting up.
END OF EXCERPT 'Q & A' (7)
The
story continues with Chunky learning a lot more about the opportunities
available
in different spaces around 'The Inner Man' in a sequence in which the firefighter gets
to watch video. SHOWTIME (8)
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